Tuesday, October 17, 2006

aimlessness

Some important notices:

1) My address:
Room D011 Sherwood Hall
University Park Campus
The University of Nottingham
Nottingham.
NG7 2RA
United Kingdom

Please write to me! :) I check my mailbox everyday; so you can be sure of a reply. Hehe

2) View my pictures online at:
http://picasaweb.google.com/carolannekoh
Enjoy! :)
Will post pics of my York trip soon.

Anyway, I'm quite happy because God kinda addressed my doubts.. Felt very bogged down recently- wondering what God's purpose is for me here and what I want to get out of the whole overseas experience. I seriously couldn't answer those questions! It's been almost a month since I went to England and still I don't know... So yea.. I've been feeling guilty at my lack of discipline and purpose.

Talked to Chua on MSN just now and he found it so funny because it was so obvious to him what God's purpose for me is, whereas I was completely clueless! Ahaha...
So here it is, to be the best law student I can be for God and to testify for Him! Basically to be faithful in the roles that God has laid out for me- be it a student, friend, sister or daughter. In order to please and glorify Him. :) Thanks Chua! You are wise... I know you are reading this! Hehee..

Yeah suddenly I am reminded of why I wanted to study Law- to train and sharpen my mind; also to be in a position of influence that I might point others to Him. And last night, I had a short glimpse of its benefits.. Felt very happy that I could apply the skills that I learnt to studying the Bible! :)

And personally, I only have a broad idea of what I want to take away with me at the end of the 3 years. I want to grow as a person- discover God, discover myself.. And come back a changed and better person, equipped to serve God and other people!

Let me know if you have any input! :)

Love, Carol

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